Heartbroken.....

Sadly I had a miscarriage over the weekend which was then confirmed on Monday morning with an ultra sound. We are absolutely heartbroken..... We know all the possible medical reasons of why our little one didn't hang around and are slightly fed up with people telling us that it just wasn't meant to be and that we can always try again. We so wanted THIS baby and no matter how much we know all the medical facts, it doesn't change the fact that it really really really hurts......

It must be true.............

So despite saying I would only test again on Thursday, I woke up at 4am this morning with a very strong urge to pee on yet another stick. This time the line was definitely darker and clearer. It must be true that I'm pregnant....... wooohooooo!!!!

Exciting times!!

Whilst Greig was out playing like Tiger Woods on Saturday, something urged me to do a pregnancy test. It was our second month of "trying" and I was convinced that despite my period being one day late, that I was definitely not pregnant. On a whim, I did the test anyway and was really shocked when a very faint line appeared! I called Greig immediately and asked him to go to Tesco's on his way home to buy another test. Yesterday morning, I repeated the test and another faint line appeared.... Greig is still not convinced I'm pregnant even though I keep telling him a line is a line...... we've agreed to re-test on Wednesday or Thursday to see if the line gets any stronger. And despite not wanting to get our hopes up, we are both so so exited!! In the meantime, if anyone is looking for me, I'll be in the loo compulsively knicker checking for any signs of my period......